Detached from the world for sometime, world of selfish people , world of liars and backstabbers who just want to exploit you in every way they can in the name of bestest friends (opportunists) , no one waits for anybody and simply move on with others and flourishing crimes, giving you feeling of disgust ... strange world and pathetic people , and for few days you just get lost from such ugly world and have a voyage in the middle of the ocean on a journey to peace , is surely divine and spiritual experience.....sailing ship in the sea, what i liked most was to go on the top most deck all alone and look around the beautiful peaceful whimsical yet mysterious sea all around me .... 360 degrees you only get to see horizons everywhere , no one but strange silence with typical noise of waves ... Millions of waves dying in front of me living very short life and embraced in the middle of the sea, just as many dreams of my life never achieved or buried in my heart, and few waves makes it to the shore giving me ray of hope, someday my dreams shall come true....
there was one lonely bird i could spot , flying all alone in the lonely sky and resting on the ocean after regular intervals (giving opportunist sharks to be its prey), perhaps lost from its loved ones, looking at the bird i start missing something in life, so much of water everywhere yet you feel drought deep inside , an infinite thirst which can never be quenched in-spite being in deep waters; how i have been surrounded with many people around me but still at times i find myself aloof and lonely in the crowd .....
the best way to connect all those people who are not in your life , communicating with mom and consoling her , will be there very soon with you and no diversions can help you get over the pain of losing someone special....in the night in the middle of the sea , when you see beautiful moon , you start communicating your most beautiful inner feelings via moon with your loved ones and hope to live and expect some much needed solace on a windy cool atmosphere ...you just feel like challenging the ocean, that in my life i have deeper bonds than your depth , i have more dreams to achieve than number of your dying waves , i have more blood than your water to fuel my emotions , i shall overcome every grief and sorrow, i shall live every moment of life with grace and dignity making every challenge bite the dust, i shall give all my dreams, a much deserved life , with those who were always there for me , who never left me , who always made me feel special , who couldn't leave me alone and who cared.......
