Nervousness a Positive Sign...............

some great cricketer once told , that in-spite being so senior , before every match i feel nervous ...and i too have the similar feeling, even when this is my third big decision....

being nervous before doing something big , is very positive sign....if you dont feel nervous and little stressed than there is some serious problem, and coming out with flying colours in that stress and pressure is what matters ... the negative thoughts should be constructive enough in approach and help us positively....that nervousness is helping us indirectly for the dangers ahead which shall be tackled meticulously and diligently....

theres only fear in our mind , and we must overcome that fear before its too late, as time is also important...theres no sense of achievement if it is done last.....

i m very nervous after taking very big decision but i am not going to look back, let that fear get crushed below my feet with time.....as they say higher the risk higher the return , but the risk should be calculative and well though out......

let the fingers be crossed till i overcome the nervousness........

human - glorified animal who is even more dangerous.....

India can shame rats and pigs when it comes to population and grow it systematically too , but when it comes to animals or their population they are ignorant or not interested at all.....they dont mind clapping hard and sing Aartis for God (statues), they dont mind chopping the trees in the name of making ways for Ganpati Idols , turning navratri in to disco ground and unofficial sex hub , polluting the environment with throat choking smoke of bursting fire crackers .......but if it comes to animal, Indians are even more dangerous....

most of the people are so idiotic, they dont mind people encroaching space everywhere damaging mangroves , or educated people encroaching building compound spaces illegally but if some stray dog tries to encroach one corner for peace they have problems......lol....

its disheartening to see Indians treating animals and in turn treated like one in foreign countries....lol... oh...in mumbai itself most of them live like animals (donkey's life)....lol... well deserved life....its simple, what goes around comes around....in god's book , or books or KARMA, what you do , same will be paid by you...

i wish there was some system in our country too for the welfare of stray animals....i feel sad when i see people ill treating them saying its just an animal, and what are you ????? most pathetic animal ???....we are human, but we lost all humanity ....god gave human brains so that he can protect the world, and its nature...animals are part of nature , which should get due respect ....if you dont like stray animal fine , but at least dont hurt them....human can steal, beg, kill, snatch but animals cant....they are purely on our own mercy, just be human, that's it....human child has value , and animal's child dont ???....remember if you ill treat any child same will be paid by your child someday somwhere....

its failure of us, Indians, neither we could control their population just like ours and nor can take care of them.......

Indian Footpath....home to many, and business premises to hawkers

i wonder why mumbai municipal corporations spends money on footpaths ??? no one uses it other than the hawkers or beggars to sleep / shit around.....lol...

there's a problem with people , as so called mumbaikars dont respect footpaths and will always walk on the road....if the width of the road is 60' feet, then 5'ft+ 5ft will be occupied both sides by footpath which no one uses, another 5'ft+5ft both sides will be used by cars for parking , then people will walk in around 2'ft+2'ft width....1'ft is left for divider of the road....lol....remaining space , driver has to manage carefully saving people and his own vehicle.......lol....

the irony is , in elite class areas like nariman point and mantralay , you will never find people walking on road other that footpath , but the same guy when he goes to suburbs he is changed.....lol...

i feel sad for salman khan, he lost the control of his wheel and banged his car on footpath where some idiots were sleeping ..... i wish those idiots were punished and not salman....anyway, just cant help it....the beggars making their home on footpaths, hawkers exploiting them, and biggest culprit is we people who dont walk on footpaths..... i remember when i walk on footpath i feel isolated and feel shy to walk all alone , where people r walking on the road.....

hope BMC stops making footpaths and save lot of money for other better works....as we will never improve....god bless mumbai.....

friends........

i have always been fortunate to get friends, wherever i have gone......today was a lovely day to get a special gift from a special friend whom i have never met in my life ....it was special because it was made by hands...i remember making such greeting card for someone in my college...smiles......people often misunderstand acquaintance to friendship, and term as friends......wish there was more classifications like , special, virtual, real, acquaintance........

three of friends i will never forget in my life , who were real friends in need ....hope someday i multiply with 1000 and give them back what they gave me .....they stood by the time , and were there when i needed.........

but there were many friends i have met and they have just lost in the world , i miss them.....life.....but remember if you loose one god will replace with two new one....winks....enjoy....

some people just steal your heart and run away....i miss them

Its lovely journey of life , you never know when will you call it off from the world..but during your stay in this world, many comes , some stays, few vanishes , few remain as if they never existed, few are most unwanted but still have to be accommodated in life.....lol....how crazy is life....

some people come in your life and the moment they leave you , you realize the void created by them in your heart , which can never be filled by anybody else....sometimes theres no replacement of some people.....whereas you also meet some idiots whom you think should have never come in your life.....

but yes i miss few people in my life who are no more with me , most of them are dead and very few are non traceable.....but the void created by them shall never be filled no matter how better people you may find.....but such things helps us realizing that when we have special people around us , just value their presence in life , perhaps you may again repent in the future....

i miss few of my friends, relatives, neighbors and most beloved mother who are not with me , these people just leave big voids and make you feel that how hard you try to be happy the emptiness will be felt always.....

i am searching for my long lost friend , lets see.....i m sure i can trace

Pink Chaddi Campaign

its been a long i have written anything... may be more than 3 months...during this time lot of terrorist activities happened....one such activity was done by pakistani and others were done by Indians... what i mean to Indian is all those senas and senes..like Shri Ram Sene, mn sena etc....who indulge in lot of cultural protection activities and saving the so called SANSKRUTIES of our countries... i guess theres lot of similarities between such people and Rakhi sawant, who are alway hungry for cheap publicities...

recently i joined some pink chaddi campaign, which was launched 5 days back against the gruesome act by HIJDAS of Ram Sene ; hitting innocent girls in the pub... i dont understand how come gang of HIJDAS enter a pub and start molesting , abusing and assaulting innocent which is being picturised by media ? not a single girl fearing could make an official complain against hijdas....

hats off to an idea of gifting such pink chaddis to the king of Hijdas ,muthulik..a brilliant idea of hitting back hard and that also between his legs...great.. i wish that lot of people join this group and show their solidietary against such cowardly acts....

last but not the least , to the surprise of MNS, Mr.Amitabh Bachan got crystal award in world economic forum held at Davos; which was attended by global financial leaders ... its a matter of pride for every Indian (except MNS who dosent belive in awards like Amir Khan)......congratulations Mr.Bachchan 

holidays

i was on a holiday for 10-11 days.... believe me i m in no mood to work....its like if u keep your car idle for 10days, batteries will not be charged and car can not run...same like that , i m still taking time to recharge my batteries and start.... holidays... i dont know from where this word must have derived , but its definitely a word to die for.... during my childhood i have had lot of holidays, almost all my school vacations , I had a vacation... my parents had taken me to various places, from pilgrimage to hill station, from villages to cities; everywhere…. I m always thankful to them for showing me India at a young age…. But those days I never valued holidays…

when I grew up , and started my own business at the age of 25… as a young business man I was too much occupied in my field , all stressed up…I remember very well , in 2002 first half I was so damn stressed out with lot of pressures…five sites going on at a time with deadlines to be achieved …and being an inexperienced ; I had to suffer a lot … and that is when I had been to pilgrimage with my mom to tirupati…..
oh my god…what a relaxation…it is one of the most memorable trip I have ever had… suddenly from ringing phones to peaceful silence… no one to ask questions… no worries of deadlines… no problems… nothing doing…..
and for a week or so I had a peaceful holidays , and that was the last trip with my momma; so it will remain special as ever….

So from that time onwards ,I have regular holidays …with no phone…no roaming , nothing… pure holidays…. One should have 15 days of such break in a year to rejuvenate one’s self….